Walking Free...From Death to Life

10 years...

10 years ago today, I had no idea the horrific battle zone I was walking into, and the hidden abuse lurking behind the mask.

I didn't know that within 24 hours, words of "love" would turn into lashes of hate and abuse mixed with momentary acts of kindness.

I didn't know that within 3 weeks, I'd be so devastated, I'd want out...but couldn't see a way out.

I didn't know the deception and manipulation operating around me that was so well disguised as true devotion.

I didn't know I'd suffer in silence for almost 5 years and nearly die from torment, hopelessness, and despair.

I didn't know that when it looked like even God abandoned and betrayed me, that He would be the One who would stand by my side, keep me, and eventually rescue me.

I didn't know a many things, but through it all, I learned so much more...

I learned that God loved me more than He hated divorce.

I learned how to love myself and that I am worthy of real love and respect.

I learned what covert narcissistic abuse is and how to spot it.

I learned the deep mercy and kindness of God to me in the midst of my sin and brokenness.

I learned who I was as a much-loved Daughter of the King, and that I am redeemed, chosen, and free!

And now I know what I'm walking into....

...a bright and glorious future, clothed in strength and dignity without fear, full of the Spirit of God, and equipped for His good works to help set other women free!